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Monday, June 29, 2009

My Little Swimmer

I cannot tell you how proud of my little boy I am! He started out at swimming lessons crying and saying he couldn't do it and didn't want to do it. So then when I bought him goggles everything was great, as long as he didn't have to jump of the diving board, but that is exactly what they wanted to do, so he went to the end of the diving board and somone dropped him off while someone was in the pool. Guess what, that is all he talked about! So the next day, he went all by himself and was the first one to go off each day! So here are some pics of swimming lessons and then some at Grammy's pool and in our little blow up pool in our backyard.


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Friday, June 19, 2009

What a week!

TGIF never meant more to me before as it did this week! Really through it all I never thought of this as a long week, but when I looked back on it, it was a long week, but a week for God to continue to show is never-ending faithfulness.

Sunday started out great, got to go the grocery store by myself, no husband, no kids...YEAH!! I never realized how calmer and faster it is by myself! Then the next day I go to lunch and realize my check card is not where I put it...no way...could I have lost it, or was it stolen. After searching my house I did not find it, so called and cancelled it. After checking to see if any charges had been made and there were none, I was thinking this was the end...not close. That night I came home from a Bible Study and David tells me there were charges. Sunglass Palace, Chick Fil A, Quickie Mart (for 400 dollars), other Quickie Marts, O'Reilly's....you have got to be kidding me!!!!! We called BOK and found out we were not liable, thank you Lord. But SERIOUSLY! Who thinks it is ok to take a card and use it, to fix their car, at the mall, and tobacco...what gives them the right! I have been so mad, felt so used and so bitter. Especially when later in the week we found more charges!! This is hard earned money, how dare you think you can get a new pair of sunglasses with OUR HARD EARNED MONEY! I would love to have a new pair of sunglasses from there. We have to fix our car, but are we going to use someone else's card...no we are going to pay for it, what gives them the right to use mine! So this has been going through my mind, especially when on Thursday I had to file a police report in Glenpool...I have never been in a police department, filed a police report, but here I was filing one because someone stole my card. (Which by the way we figured it was snatched from my purse when I wasn't looking because I had used it to buy a drink and didn't put it back, but put it on top when I wasn't looking. When I made the report, people were in custody and being questioned from stealing credit/debit cards, so I feel like it was stolen). But then I started thinking....these people need my prayers, not my anger. I could be bitter and mad, but where is that going to get me, no where. So please pray for the people who stole my card, that God would show Himself to them, and that they get caught so they can stop doing what they are doing and turn their life around.

So there was one thing going on, the other was Andrew. Monday was Andrew's first swimming lesson, by the sounds of him you would have thought that I was putting him in a torture chamber! He would only do something if they forced him. Great! So I thought Tuesday would be better, since we talked it up, we prayed we sang songs about always having God with us, that he went underwater that there was nothing to be afraid of. No, Tuesday was no better. He wanted goggles, so he borrowed some from there, but afterwards I realized that water kept getting in them, so Tuesday I went to Walmart and bought him some goggles. Well, I was up all night Tuesday night (more on that later) and just prayed to God, please let me know I am doing the right thing, please be with Andrew, he is in your palm of your hand. I want him to enjoy this, please. Well I got to the lessons and for some reason I just have this peace that everything is going to go great! And it DID! He listened, he went under water on his own, he did great! They wanted everyone to go off the diving board and he did cry on his way, but someone dropped him in off the board and then that is all he talked about! Then today when they went off, he went off all BY HIMSELF!! God is so good! And as he was working so hard, he had this smile on his face like, I did it, it made me cry! Yeah!

Now, Kaitlyn (yes I am not done). Through all of this she has a had a runny nose I thought was from teething, well after being up all night from coughing on Tuesday night, I took her to the doctor Wednesday....ear infection...tubes! Oh glory! Seriously! This is the exact age we took Andrew, so I am not surprised, just hoping we were not going to have to go down this road with her. But we are...so I will keep you posted!

Well, that is all, except for the "have to go to the bathroom now or I am not going to make it" situation I had at the splash pad in Jenks and had to leave my kids with a really nice lady I didn't know!

I am just waiting for the locusts now!

But through it all, God has been faithful: Andrew loves his lessons and begs to go back, we don't have to pay for anything, and maybe now Miss Kaitlyn will walk and not get sick anymore. So even though I couldn't wait for today, God was there through it all and met our every need, even in bad situations! Praise God through whom all blessings flow!

Love to you all!

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Our trip to Sea World San Antonio

Well we are back from our trip and we survived. It was more than we could have imagined and more. The kids were awesome, such troopers!



We left at 8:00 on Tuesday morning and arrived in TX at 8:30. We made a lot of stops and let the kids play whenever we stopped so they could get "ants out of their pants". Our hotel had a King size bed and then a seperate room with a pull out couch. Our room had her pack in play, a fridge and microwave in it as well. Andrew loved it, but being on the fourth floor we had to keep telling him not to stomp!



We then woke up bright and early, ate breakfast downstairs in the lobby that consisted of waffles, danish, juice, and many other yummy things! We went to Sea World our first day, fed the dolphins, saw the falmingos and then off to Shamu. It was awesome, I mean the way the people interacted with them, everything was breathtaking. You do a little shout out of Shamu, Shamu...so that was said by Andrew throughout the entire trip. Andrew loved it and could not believe how big he was and Kaitlyn squealed and clapped everytime he jumped up! Then we ate lunch, walked around some more and saw the SeaLion/Seal show. That was Andrew's favorite because there was a story plot and the seals were really funny. We went "home" for the day, but not without a stop to Walmart..don't think I have been a vacation yet where Walmart was not part of the equation! We ate dinner at the riverwalk and walked around the mall, then went to the hotel for bed!

Next morning started out the same, and went and fed the dolphins again and saw the sharks...holy cow! The tank was massive, 300,000 gallons with salt water fish all in it...the lady there said every kid walked up going look there is Dorie and Nemo...I don't think kids Andrew generation will ever know the real names of the fish, I think that they will forever be Nemo and Dorie! We then went and saw the Dolphins, they had people diving from the top of the stadium, swinging, syncronized swimmers, and the whole time Dolphins jumping and swimming! It was a sight to see! Then we went to a water park they have there, and swam and played, Andrew never wanted to leave and I was glad to see Kaitlyn having fun in it, it was her first experience in something like that! Unfortunately we had to leave then, we stopped by the gift shop and bought a t-shirt and stuffed animal for each kid, and said goodbye to Sea World. We had a wonderful time and I can't wait to do something like that again!

The rest of our trip was even more fun, if it is possible, we met with family and saw Jordan graduate. I will post more on that later! Enjoy the pics and thanks for taking time to read about our trip!


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Friday, May 22, 2009

Something ends, something begins...

Well today was the last day for our school year at SHBC Weekday Preschool. We are going this summer, but it was the last school day of the regular year. Not only that, but it was our last day ever.

In August Andrew will start at Jenks West in the K4 program. He will only be going for 2 1/2 hours, but those hours are going to be without me, in surroundings that I have no control over, and people who will be part of his everyday life..and I have no idea who they are. He has been going to our church for his school, off and on his whole life. In fact, I was teaching there when I was pregnant with him. After he was born, I finished the year (2005), took some time off and then when he was one and a half I enrolled him again (2006). This time I was working at the Grand while he went there, but I knew everyone who worked at school. Then after a year of him going and me working somewhere else, I quit the Grand and started work there full time (2007). But little did I know, I became pregnant with Miss Kaitlyn. So in April (2008) stopped working and didn't go back to work until January (2009) to keep myself busy since mom passed. So he has been going full time for three years. Not only that but he spends the majority of the week with his friends at school, because they are with him on Wednesdays and Sundays as well. Now next year I am going to have to drop him off to a teacher I don't know, with kids I have never met, nor does he know them. I don't like that at all. Ke kept asking, so will Grant be at my new school...will Hayden....or are they changing churches too? (He is having a difficult time deferring between what is school and what is church. He thinks that b/c he is going to a new school, we are going to a new church as well :)). It breaks my heart that everything that he knows and is familiar with will be taken away from him. Although I know that it is for the absolute best and he is going to have the time of his life, I know that it is going to be scary for him, and that makes me so sad...the momma bear in me wants to keep him held up in the house and play forever with him. Ya know?

I wonder as I write this if this is what God feels for us. I mean God loves me 10,000,000,000,000 more times than I love Andrew. Andrew might be afraid and not like what is going on, but I know in the long run it will be good for him and he will be alright. Just like when we don't know what is going on, and don't like what we are experiencing, God does and He knows it is for His best. That is why He wants us to be patient, to trust Him, because He is never going to lead us astray, never going to take us down the wrong path, never do anything to hurt or harm us (Jer. 29:11). Just like I would never put Andrew in harms way, why in God's ultimate love for us would He put us in harms way. Which in turn I can say without doubt that He would never put Andrew in harms way or leave or dessert Him. So even though I am not there, God is. I am so glad that God is in charge of me and my life, I would be lost without Him. You know, nothing has taught me more about my Father's love for me than becoming a parent myself. I know how we would do anything for our children, but look at what at all He does for us!
So as sad as I am about everything, I am covering Andrew with prayers, trusting my child with His heavenly Father, and looking forward to the future with a smile on my face...but I am sure with tears on my face as well!


Here are some pics of Andrew on the first days of school the past three years. Wow, doesn't time fly?
1 1/2 (Aug. 2006)
2 1/2 (Aug. 2007)



3 1/2 (Aug. 2008)

On another note, thank you for your thoughts and prayers on Mother's Day, the actual day wasn't hard because I made it about me being a mom, but the week leading up to it was hard. I missed celebrating my mom on Earth, I missed buying her a card, I missed having a mom to celebrate Mother's Day for...but through the hurt and the sadness I still stand in God's love, His grace and His blessings for my life! Last Friday was six months and I want to thank you all for everything, for reading, for commenting, for being there for me before she passed, when she passed and after she went home. I couldn't have made it through these six months without your friendship, understanding and prayers. You are truly a blessing from our Father! Love to you all!

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Kaitlyn Michelle turns one!

Is it is possible that a year as passed before I welcomed my daughter into this world?! I cannot believe it! I know that a lot has happened, but it still seems impossible that she is already a year old. Amazing!


Her birthday was Friday, April 24th...what a fun day! We went out with Molly and Grant to buy some things for school. We ate in the food court and all had ice cream and sang Happy Birthday to Kaitlyn. We then met Daddy at Zio's and ate a fun birthday dinner. By the time we got home, both kids were asleep. When Kaitlyn finally woke up, she was hot and tired and these were the only half way decent pic I got of her that day!




Her little bloomers were so cute, so had to get a pic of those!




Sunday then was the big day! It started out with her dedication at church! She was the belle of the ball! She was held and carried around by Pastor Hess as he explained the meaning of her name. I will post pics and details in a later post (thank you Sarah for taking those pics!). Here is a glimpse of her in her dress!


We then ate at Red Lobster with Grammy, Ponca, Papa, Allison, Daddy, Mommy and brother . Then we headed home for cake and presents. Words cannot describe how she attacked her cake! She got a Fisher Price doll house, a Dora ride on, some puzzles, clothes, a Fisher Price mailbox, and many more gifts..pink seriously exploded in our house! It was a precious day that I know that mom was smiling down on! We loved spending time with family and friends in honor of our precious angel!

Kaitlyn, you smile at everyone, laugh at some, especially your brother, you love dolls, and your sleep (better not interupt it). You favorite thing to do is open and shut things, you squeal with delight when the cat comes in the room, you LOVE to eat you have refused no food, you love your baths. There isn't much you don't like, but you don't like someone telling you no..in fact you act very indignant that someone would have the nerve to tell you that! You are a joy and a blessing, and I love waking up to your smile every morning and cannot wait to see what God has planned for your life!



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Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Our Cardboard Testimonies

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This is the link of our church's cardboard testimonies...that is me the first one. I had my hair straightened the day before, and cut...so I don't look like myself. Sorry about the sound quality..our Worship Minister Jesse is an amazing singer, but the sound is stinky. Going up there and telling everyone was hard, but I want people to trsut God no matter what...although it is so hard at times!

Love you all and hope you are all well. An update on Kaitlyn: they came and did a test and found that she has fluid in her ears and that may be contributing to the fact that she is only crawling. So we are going to see the peditriction and then off to our ENT! Fun! Keep praying that she will try to pull up and cruise soon...at least now she is crawling...in fact she is in the cat's bowl as we speak! Gotta go!

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